The Bit Player: My Father with Steve Zissou

By Molly Cooper

I. The Mirror in the Elevator

During the mid-1980s, my father began attending sessions with a psychoanalyst, Dr. Stein, largely because my mother insisted upon it. At the time, I was a child of nine or ten, typically found sprawled across the living room rug. My days were spent in a cycle of recording favorite television segments or meticulously curating celebrity clippings from Bop and Teen Beat using a pair of nail scissors.

While the specifics of my father's therapy remained vague, one peculiar detail lingered: he frequently shared elevator rides with Bill Murray, who resided in the same building. It was suggested—likely by my mother—that the two men were strikingly similar.

Comparison: The Father vs. The Actor

To my young mind, these chance encounters felt less like coincidences and more like something $\text{destined}$.

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II. The Chronicler of the Cosmos

For nearly two decades, my father served as a staff writer for The New Yorker. His beat was the heavens; he documented the Apollo missions and the subsequent era of space exploration. This passion was rooted in his childhood in post-Depression NYC, where he became obsessed with Jules Verne’s From the Earth to the Moon.

His professional trajectory followed this path:

I inherited some of this reverence for the publication. I recall the thrill of seeing the FIRST RUN COPY stamp on the weekly issues arriving at our mail table. I also remember his 50th birthday: a dining room crowded with colleagues and a chocolate cake featuring a vanilla "moon" crust, topped with a plastic spaceship and a fleet of tiny astronauts.

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III. Drift and Displacement

After college, I lacked my father's singular drive. I migrated to Los Angeles, seeking a geographical buffer between myself and my past. I lived in a modest, uninsulated bungalow characterized by:

• A cement front yard.
• A functional broken trampoline in the rear.
• A series of precarious freelance research roles for the film industry.

Meanwhile, my father's world was shrinking. Public enthusiasm for space had plummeted following the Challenger tragedy, and by the mid-nineties, The New Yorker let him go. He drifted into an active unwanted early retirement.

The breaking point arrived at the turn of the millennium. One spring morning, immediately after my father broke his leg in a pothole while hailing a cab, my mother filed for divorce.

Though their marriage had been strained for years, they had existed in a state of comfortable détente. The separation was a shock. He spent the following months in the apartment until Thanksgiving, when he finally moved into a one-bedroom flat. There, he faced a new, lonely reality:

1. Eating defrosted chicken pot pies for dinner.
2. Learning the basic mechanics of doing laundry.

Despite the distance, he visited me in California often. We traveled as two New Yorkers attempting to hide from the West Coast sun, visiting:

• Hearst Castle
• Catalina Island
• Palm Springs

As the youngest child, I had often felt like a secondary thought. These journeys allowed me to finally connect with a man who had always felt slightly inaccessible.

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IV. The Life Aquatic

Eventually, my career in film stabilized. I began working for Barry Mendel, a producer at Universal Studios who had collaborated with Wes Anderson on Rushmore and The Royal Tenenbaums. By the summer of 2002, Mendel was preparing for The Life Aquatic with Steve Zissou.

The Plot Summary: The film follows Steve Zissou, a fading oceanographer who embarks on a final, desperate voyage to find and kill the mythical shark that murdered his closest friend.

The production moved to Italy, based at the historic Cinecittà Studios in Rome—a massive complex that had hosted Roman Holiday and Ben-Hur. My workspace was located on the second floor of Stage 15.

My Daily Production Checklist:

• Run miscellaneous errands.
• Roll calls for Barry Mendel.
• Study film budgets and production schedules.
• Coordinate with "Mouse" (office mate).
• Visit art workshops to inspect costumes and props.

I spent my time hovering at the edges of soundstages, watching the carpenters and painters bring Anderson's meticulous vision to life.

Visual Archive

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